loooooooooooooong post. =)

been months since my last post. i remember this time last year, i would religiously post nonsense here, giving my friends a view of my currently lifeless life.

now life's a-whirl, and everything's kind of fuzzy. oh well...so anyway, i decided to let the pressure cease a bit, hence the post. if you're bored (and if you miss me), read on.

CLUELESS.
it's been almost eight months now since i've started working. and i'm sorry but i still feel so frustrated. first, i feel that this isn't really what i asked for. i wanted the position. i wanted the technical and ideal job description. but i so was not expecting that THIS was going to be the job description. ibang iba.
I know i work hard. i stay long hours in the office. i work my butt off. pero no matterhow hard i try, i still can't seem to get things right. i don't know what happened. i guess what i've gone through the past 8 months with this one person soooooooooo did NOT help build my confidence in my knowledge in marketing. after eight months, i still feel like the most clueless person in our department.

bu wallowing in self-pity and trying to find someone to blame won't help any. it's about time to do something. sabi nga nung first boss ko (for whom i'm so thankful for), it's time to pick up the pieces and start anew. yun nga lang, i'll have to go through the difficulties of trying to piece everything together again. it may take time. it might make people and other bosses mad and disappointed. but i don't care. i'm not going to blame anyone anymore. i'm going to take responsibility for it (and cover HER ass again) and do something about it.

yun nga lang, i didn't ask for a job that will traumatize me forever.

but in all fairness, the past 8 months helped me know myself better--my strengths and weaknesses. i didn't know that i can be just s tough as i am weak. now i know i'm a well-balanced person! heehee =p

i'm just happy that i can still sleep peacefully, knowing that i don't make people feel small. i feel sorry for those who ego-trip and still manage to sleep peacefully at night.

DISCONNECTED.
since my boss resigned, and my partner left, i've been left alone with three brands to handle, and 2 new product launches to prepare for. needless to say, i'm soooooo disconnected from my
personal life. i work even during lunch. i don't get to YB anymore. i don't even get to talk to my good friends in the office. i get in touch with friends through email and text nalang. i don't even get to the going-home-bonding session with my dad! pano naman kasi, i'm always tired na. grrrrrrr! this is soooooo not HEALTHY! (sabi nga nila if you want to get somewhere, you have to make sacrifices. BUT HELL! I DON'T WANT TO SACRIFICE TIME WITH THE PEOPLE I LOVE NOH!! **it's all about time management, babe! haha**)

first disconnection:
from my political life. my whole college life was all about politics. i love my political party, Tapat, and i love the dynamics of our student government. it's election time once again and i missed basically everything! i heard about the other party and their platform, which was something worth applauding...NOT!!! sayang. i was impressed pa naman when i learned about their vision: TOWARDS A PROGRESSIVE AND EMPOWERED CITIZENRY. i said to myself, FINALLY! they finally got OUR drift. they finally understood what Tapat has been striving for all these years.

but no. i was disappointed. it was nothing but a marketing ploy that was not well thought of, but nevertheless proved to be a threat to Tapat and our platform.

pero chong naman, their specific action plans include a JS Prom (are you kidding me?!), Pahiram Charger (are you serious?!?), BaTsi (Batch Tsinelas...what the?!?!), and such.

wow. i feel so empowered. YIPEEEEEEE!!! (not!)

but truth in action and intention will prevail. and i bring you...

THE SEVENTH EXECUTIVE BOARD SWEEP OF ALYANSANG TAPAT SA LASALLISTA!!!

congratulations! good job kids! now show those Lasallians what it truly means to be empowered.

second disconnection:
from my musical persona. hell! it's been ages since we last played!!! pano naman kasi last year tin and bing were having their thesis. now naman jay and tj are reviewing for Board. Tapos bing's leaving pa soon!!! pano na yung first concenrt and album natin?!?! *wink, wink* haaaaaaay. music is my release. and i don't even get to play on my own anymore since i usually drop dead the moment i get home.

whattalosah!!!! let's jam you guys!!! please?!?!?!?!

third disconnection:
from my friends. sa sobrang busy, i don't even get to talk to the people closest to me in the office. in the office a! ganun ako ka eeuuuurgh!!! thank god for last night and alst friday night. at least i got to reconnect with them somehow.

check out http://michpwet.multiply.com for pictures.

pero one thing lang. i love you guys! and i miss all of you.

A-PUNCH AND A-KICK!
kailangan ko na talaga magpapayat. seriously. i'm going boxing with an officemate. originally, my good friends in the office, jenny, yvette and i, planned to do muay-thai. then naging dancing. then naging fitness first. as much as i wanted to join them, di naman kaya ng budget. =( kahiya nga kasi ako pa nagyaya and everything.

pero this time. i'm serious. i'm going to do boxing at the Fort. I'm a believerin boxing. first, si Juday. Tapos si Boom Manibo. Then si BEN CABIGAS ang aking ultimate inspiration.

amazing!!!! =)

watch out world! papayat din ako! bwahahahaha! =P

oh gosh! summer na!!! yipeeeeeeeeeee!!!

yun lang.

bow.